What do you want? You can’t make the decision to take it up. When you are ready, then you are ready. Don’t be a recipe for self-destruction. Don’t make the same mistakes again and try to come clean. Do not be a YO-YO. If you cannot manage your own crap, who will? Do you have total control on yourself? Can you be free from the greed of sweet things for one day? Can you stop hurting your body with all that fried stuff for a day? Can you wake up and reach office on time everyday? No you cannot abstain properly. You have no control over your actions. You have to wait? It is not a boundary which you can jump over. You just realize suddenly that you are on the right side of boundary. And then you take up the pious soil and rub it on your forehead.